I had insomnia last night. Could. Not. Sleep. Ugh! I let someone say something and really get into my head and then spent most of the night tossing and turning about whether or not a certain guy I like actually believes that I don't like him. It's so ridiculously juvenile, what are we back in middle school? I mean, I like this guy. I told him I liked him. If he doesn't believe it, why tell that to somebody else, who then relates the story back to me and tells me I need to really be better at showing him I like him? WTF? I made him ice cream. From scratch. I've told him I like him. I don't play games. What more can I possibly do to prove myself? I feel like I'm 13 all over again. This sucks.
In order to re-find balance in my life, I decided I needed to experience Autumn (this is mainly due to the fact that I'm heading to Colorado for the holidays and will immediately be thrown into Winter. And I hate skipping seasons!) Off I went on a mini road trip...barely making it back in time for work...but glad I was able to visit my secret, undisclosed LA location where one can experience the pleasures of fall.
By the end of the day I had returned. To. Calm. And realized, I can't control the universe, nor what this guy is going to think. Let it be.
Enjoy Fall!
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